my country peolple and every day life.

theres nothing to say today...
if you want to know how i am, today i had a meeting with Dr. Moheni in Childrens hospital. i arrived there about 15 minutes late and so i had to wait about an hour to see him and talk and do the dimensioning of new project that is a cleanroom in that hosital.
theres nothing to say.
i am listening to "faryad"clip by Mohammad Reza shajarian and thinking to the events happened after the presidential election in tehran that i've experienced. to the photos that ive taken... to the riots, to the people that kill and t whom that are killed... to nonsence actions of some organisations e.g revolutionary guard, to the speech of Ayatollah Khamenei, to my country so-called president.
i think to all these and someone songs from far away ... " let me shout ... "

the letter of hope...

some friends are diamonds, some are a glass of cold water in the hottest desrt.
may be you ask: "whats the matter ?" or whats the problem with this guy ?
i' ve recieved an email from one of my friends this morning. that person that from now i name Ponyo( name of a character in the last film of the great japanese dirctor Hyao Miazaki that become come in the storm and made all things calm and bring happiness to the familly of Sasuke.)
ponyo write me about the patience in hopeless situations and thinking to the kindness of God.

i and my wife yesterday went to our dormitory to coat the walls with belka. it was so good we had meals on the ground and listen to the divine voice and music of Mohammad Reza Shajarian and eat the delicious Eshkene( a tradditional iranian food that we used to eat when i was a child.) my mother, my lovely and great mother had cooked this food for me and my Wife,Fahime.
today the birds are singing and the sky is blue ...

the world is gray these days...

I had some unbelievable mistakes these days, which made me confused. yes, i am confused by myself. i cant understand what i've done.
Wish you were here ...
Wish YOU were here ...
and i could rest in your warm relaxing hug...

i do not know what to do.

some weeks ago I wrote " i really want the red flash of a cigarete in darkness of midnight.. ".
some times some body sings ... " i hate you then i love you then i hate you then i love you " i think that was the great gone Pavarotti.
i hate you
i love you ...
...
...
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what would be the last expression?
i dont know.

telephone

hello every body.
again after a long break, i'm here.( may be "very long" is better). about a week ago i found a new way to improve my skills in foreign language. the idea comes from my new post in the Company. i became R&D Office Manager. in this new position i need to communicate with foreign companies. for this reason i have restarted to telephone the foreign companies; but you know suddenly something appeared in my mind ... and that was " Why Don't I talk to other people outside my country? why do i wait for a chance ? when may this chance apear in my life... " so we start to call some other places... we means I & my lovely fiance and my Brother in law.
we call places like hotels, churches, insurance agencies. it was a great pleasure for me.